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-Pode me ver uma dose de Vodka, uma companhia pra dançar, uma cartela de remédio pra dor de cabeça e alguns band-aids?

Era com essa frase que eu entraria no bar e me dirigiria ao barman.
-Se importa se eu perguntar o porque tudo isso? -Ele pergunta me passando a dose de Vodka, que eu encaro por alguns segundos antes de virar e fazer uma careta. Era óbvio que eu não sabia beber e que meus motivos eram pra lá de desesperados
-Quero derreter meus ossos, confundir a solidão, desembaçar o meu cérebro e reconstruir o meu coração. -Respondo com naturalidade, olhando em volta. Os olhares que encontram não são poucos, e posso jogar metade da culpa no vestido preto que cobre apenas metade das minhas coxas. -Então, pode me dar o que preciso?
-Sabe que corações não podem ser colados com Band-aids, não é mesmo? -Diz ele deslizando uma cartela de comprimidos por cima do balcão. Nada, nenhum intuito me disse pra não engolir aquela pequena cápsula, então foi o que eu fiz.
-Talvez eu saiba. Pode me dar um par pra dançar? -Perguntei ignorando o fato de que a musica que tocava era um lixo e de que eu não saberia como dançar aquilo nem aqui nem em lugar nenhum.
Ele abriu um sorriso que eu chamaria de vazio, mais eu não liguei, enquanto dava a volta no balcão e vinha parar do meu lado. Não demorou muito pra que a bebida subisse e eu me visse ali, desesperada pra que todas as lembranças da dor sumissem imediatamente de dentro de mim. Sem mais pensar puxei aquele sorriso vazio pra mais perto, e assim que ele entendeu o que estava acontecendo, me levantei e parti.
Era assim que eu queria daqui pra frente: corações partidos atrás do meu remendado e sempre com a poker face, não era isso?
~Olá,
Bom, contráriando a metade dos outros colégios, pelo que parece, eu estou de férias *-* sim, as tão esperadas seis letras.
Esse post ai, tenho que admitir que não lembro muito bem da onde veio a inspiração, provavelmente foi de um dos meus surtos de raiva, que andaram acontecendo com uma grande frequencia durante o mês passado. Só sei que eu queria escrever alguma coisa mais atrevida, e foi isso que saiu. Eu gostei, e todo mundo que leu ele tbm gostou, então aposto todas as minhas fichas nele :D haha
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foda foda foda *-*
"corações partidos atrás do meu remendado" -foda
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"Corações não podem ser remendados com Band-aids" perfeito!!

isso é o que sempre temos vontade de fazer qndo a solidão bate!=D

:*

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Fantáástico texto.. amei..
"Era assim que eu queria daqui pra frente: corações partidos atrás do meu remendado"

*uma forma melhor de não sofrer.. eu tbm quero assim daki pra frente.. [tento isso dia após dia... ;/ ]


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Eu entrei de férias ontem, mas acredito que elas vão acabar amanhã quando eu pegar o boletim, porque acho que nao passei direto. Mas eu realmente espero que eu tenha passado direto. Enfim, pensamentos positivos, né? HAHA Meu coração ultimamente anda bastante solitario, então, assim, pelos menos ele nao se quebra.

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Lembrei de mim a um tempo atras com esse tempo, não foi muito bom lembrar dessa fase, mas enfim o texto esta ótimo.

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ameeii o testo, original, diferente e realmente bem atrevidoo... mas eu gosteii... e o que eu mais gosto nos seus textos é a forma expontanea como vc escreve... da p ver q não é forçado... vaii saindo naturalmente.

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Cami @Indespair disse...

acho que se inpirou em mim
kkkk estou pricisando de uma dose de vodk com toda certeza ;~
bom vc é sortuda já de ferias! parabens.
enquanto eu infelizmente ainda estudando muto.
fazer o que né, uns tem sorte outros se fod.... kkkkkkk
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